Thursday, May 26, 2005

Ready for Change

Man... It's been a while, but I did great in school this semester so it all paid off. Also, I will be taking summer school this summer.

I’m in my house and school ended this week. I’m moving out of the house that I’ve been living in for 3 years. This week, I’ll be leaving some of the room mates that I’ve had since my freshman year of college, in the dorms. I am so excited to be moving out and living in Dave’s house with Dave, Al, and our new room mate LS, but the closer I get to being moved out, the more it hits me that all of my friends are parting ways. Over the last year or so we all haven’t been getting along so well. Man, it’s been stressful at times. I’ve come to really be turned off by girly drama and have actually gotten into the habit of running away from it. There have been many changes in my life over the years. Different learning experiences, different feelings towards people and things. I guess that I’ve just gained perspective. But I really need a change of seen. I am so over partying every night, being hung over the next day, suffering for it in school. That’s one huge reason I am so happy to be moving. I really need a change. I feel like I’m growing out of a life that I’m still in. I’m ready for the next stage. But I’ll have to wait, I have to learn more. Also, I think that moving out of the house will actually improve my relationship with my room mates. I just want to live in a house that I am completely comfortable in. One that’s clean, drama free, with just my friends, having a good time, without a worry in the world. That’s what I’m so excited about. But for now, I’m tired and I’m going to full around on the internet and pass out. -Good Night